oonfevkn
August 25 2106 "Still seventeen/lots of gifts today"
I left some stuff out.
dreamt about him an abnormal amount today/have I just seen a ghost?/ I want))))/Why do you smoke? -it makes me honest (keeps me honest?)/Love is bliss in this instance, today is a good day, if I died here today now thinking about it I would die happy/ Love is bliss, unless they know, then sometimes not so much/ (Lost is bliss - a mistake)/ I want to remember this feeling, I want to remember so when I'm older and he's not around and I can't feel it that I don't question that it existed at all, at this moment I love him absolutely and it's pure joy./you intrigue me to the seventh degree, degree ranges from one to seven/oh I love seven, seventeen (I added that)/I'll feel like a proud mother at graduation when he walks the track, I smile just to think about it, Him in his cap and gown/ I love people too much, don't I, That's my problem isn't it?, I love people too much./I woke up and my mouth was dry, pretty intense dreams/Jake and Kyle dream, (I forgive you jake)(I'm sorry Kyle)/ Flew, Fucked and touched my boy in another/fear the fear/add pinky swear to hands list/boys with buzzed heads <3///////